On the fence

I'm on the fence yet again. I'm starting to get irritated with my inability to make up my mind. I'm back on my baby kick. I want another one. I thought that there was a possibility that I already was pregnant but that quickly disappeared once AF showed up a few hours ago. So, here I am again. Do I go to school and have children later or do I just suck it up, get the insurance and get pregnant? Who knows........